someone/thing was at the door that he didn't like. he hissed and yowled. unwelcome company.
i guess that's when i started making room for the notion that his last day would come.
that day is here. unless he passes today, i will take him in to be euthanized tomorrow.
and then i will go away awhile.
we have had a good goodbye phase.
zen was born 20 march 1997.
my little heartbeat.